Archive | June, 2009

For The Last Time He’s a Pastor and Not a Politician

13 Jun

jeremiah wrightLet me just lay my cards out on the table and be rather blunt:  I haven’t agreed with everything Rev. Dr. Jeremiah Wright has said over the past few years.  Actually, for me the biggest aught I had with him was how he hand-picked his successor following his retirement.  It was my understanding that since the polity of the United Church of Christ was congregational, just like the Baptist churches, we were to have a pastoral search committee and the congregation would ultimately vote on their pick.

No voting took place at that church.

Not saying that Rev. Otis Moss III was a bad pick or that he wasn’t qualified for the job, it’s just that something about how it was done doesn’t sit right with me.  Moreover, I think the fact that those who stayed, of course, agreed with that decision, but more or less said “I trust my pastors decision” and I really question to what level do we really defer to our pastors?  We say we don’t put them on a pedestal, but we really do.  Seriously, if this had been at some other membership organization and a vote was never called, there would have been hell to pay.

But not at the church house.

That being said, while I may have disagreed with him on how that went down back in 2006, there’s really nothing much that I disagree with him about now concerning his recent comments about “them Jews” at the Hampton Ministers Conference in Virginia.  Well, he has zero tact.  But I guess that’s just par for the course.  But what I think is interesting, and highly disturbing is the collective psyche of this country.  As far as Jeremiah Wright is concerned, it goes deeper than just your general run-of-the-mill, jingoistic, FoxNews watching, pro-American, anti-everything else ideals.  While we have Barack Obama in the presidency, the conservatives are accusing him of being a Socialist hearkening to the ideals of Stalin, but yet and still we have this weirdo conservative media bloc that’s done a damn good job of influencing the people.

Seriously, I live in a country where to be pro-Palestinian is anti-American.

If you let Sean Hannity, Glenn Beck and Bill-O on their good days tell the story, we should go back to the McCarthy days and start hauling folks in front of tribunals across the country accusing them of anti-American behavior.  Moreover, the fact that even Keith Olbermann made the claim that Wright was “not a man of God” then clearly, I’m quite interested in what molded and molding the psyche of this country.

I mean, for us to categorically dismiss Wright as anti-Semetic because of the verifiable ethnic cleansing that’s taking place on the Gaza strip in the name of Yahweh?  So we, as a country have more problems with a man who simply points out an inhumanity than a theocratic government that’s systematically attempting to eradicate Palestinians.  So if you talk bad about one, singular, individual Jewish person, you’re labeled, automatically anti-Semetic.  Black folks seem to be the only one’s who’ll entertain whether or not to label someone else racist or not.  We’ll have debates and conversation about it; not saying that’s a bad thing, but we’ll accept the statements from AIPAC over that of the Urban League, and most certainly that of the NAACP.

Oh.

Yeah.

My bad.

I think Bill Maher, last night on his show “Real Time” said it about as best as possible:

I mean seriously y’all, we’re playing around here and people are dying daily in our own backyards, across town, in hospital beds, in nursing homes, and not to mention overseas and we still have yet to take this fight to our elected officials.  This mentality of go along to get along has been the silent killer in all facets of American life, especially in the black community.  I mean, hell, how long did we hear the mantra “Lincoln freed the slaves” and not the fact that it was a series of events from people such as Toussaint L’Ouverture, David Walker, Frederick Douglass, Crispus Attucks, Harriet Tubman, Gabriel Prosser, Denmark Vessey, Solomon Northrup and Nat Turner.

Nawww….it was someone else who did it, cuz we didn’t wanna rock the boat too much.

Last time I checked, the boat rockers were the one’s that got something done—so I’m here to serve notice to whomever reads this post, that if you think that Jeremiah Wright was bad, you aint seen nothing yet.  I am personally here to declare that this uppity Negro will be unashamedly Black and unapologetically Christian at the same time speaking truths that empower.  And since the establishment won’t like it, so be it.  I’ll have some company, because I’m quite aware that I won’t be alone.

The position of the prophet in the Hebrew Bible usually invokes the names of Jeremiah, Isaiah, Ezekiel, Daniel, Hosea, Amos.  Keith Olbermann charged Wright with not reading the Bible.  Has he not read it?  Last I checked all of those prophets received a word from the Lord and were required by Yahweh to deliver the word, uncompromising to the Israelites.  Jeremiah accused God of deceiving him by chapter 20, and this was after he had gotten beaten up and put into stocks, I can only imagine how our contemporary Jeremiah Wright feels.  But the scripture goes on to say:

Whenever I speak, I cry out proclaiming violence and destruction. So the word of the LORD has brought me insult and reproach all day long.  But if I say, “I will not mention him or speak any more in his name,”  his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot.

I think we need to be very careful about what we listen to, and how we’re filtering the information we’re receiving.  I made a comment on AverageBro’s blog when he dropped his “Negro Please” post including Wright, that its interesting that we won’t mind taking a comment out of context for someone that we don’t like, such as Wright in this case, but if it’s someone we do like, such as Supreme Court Nominee Sonia Sotomayor, we’ll do homework to find the full context of their comments.  I mean every black blog I went to had found the full speech in which she made her comments and leveled charges of the Right and Conservatives being unfair taking her comments out of context–what’s the difference with Wright?

Hmmmm….food for thought.

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[Editors Note: Btw, ya boy's  been under the weather all week with acute tonsilitis and I started antibiotics Thursday evening.  I finally got rid of the low grade fever last night that had been plaguing me most of the week, just waiting on this pussy mess at the back of my throat to finally clear up.]

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Aside from the insertion of “them Jews” do you really disagree with Jeremiah Wright’s comments?  Or do you agree with them?  Do these comments label him an anti-Semite?  If Wright had been a white man and had made the comment “them blacks” or “them Muslims” would it be the same?

Keep it uppity and keep it truthfully radical, JLL

Why Did Blacks Vote for George W. in 2004?

10 Jun

george-bush-sourI always thought this was an interesting topic.  I firmly remember standing in a dorm room down the hall fall of 2003 as the country was gearing up for the state primary races and caucuses from 2004 and me and this other dude who was a supreme know-it-all (and I really want to use another derogatory word to describe him) started arguing as to why we should support our then current president.  He fell back on the fact that he was political science major to my accounting major and that he knew better and poli-sci states that you shouldn’t change regimes in the midst of the war. 

Clearly we had already launched the Iraq War earlier that year.  Although as far as this regime leader was concerned it was “mission accomplished,” and it’s been how many days Keith Olbermann since the former president declared “mission accomplished”?  That argument just wasn’t persuasive enough for me.  Naturally at 19, I was arguing the same liberal socio-political philosophy that I still tend to spout on this blog, and I was totally opposed to this idea of re-electing that moron. 

So, out of the pack in 2004 emerged John Kerry as the Democratic front-runner. 

I don’t remember as much about the campaign season except the “swift-boating” that happened in the fall of the season effectively nailing the coffin in which John Kerry by all retrospective accounts was already lying-in state.  Amazingly, statistician have that the African American vote increased 3% in favor of Bush for 2004.  If my memory is correct a low 88% of African Americans voted for Kerry, with usual numbers topping the 90% percent mark in the African American populace in favor of the Democratic candidate. 

Of course this was all due to the Dick Cheney and Karl Rove Of Many Chins machine that effectively framed conservatism as “moral” and of course black folks can get conservative as hell when we want to, so its not a new phenomena when black pastors and congregants were questioning whether or not to support Obama and Biden versus McCain and Palin on the grounds of abortion and gay marriage solely.   This was the same wedge that drove some blacks to endorse Bush in 2004. 

I’m sorry.  I just couldn’t vote for the guy because he lied. 

Well Uppity, all politicians lie—what’s the difference? 

The difference is that Bush lied and didn’t care.  He showed no remorse.  The entire eight years that man didn’t apologize for one blessed mistake.  The heightened terro rhetoric with regards to “smoke ‘em out” and “if you’re not with us, you’re against us” and his famous “axis of evil” just heaped my anger toward the GOP and conservative ideology.  I still wouldn’t have voted for him under any circumstances, but lets just say the war in Iraq was definitely and in and out situation, maybe I could see some of us-folk supporting that, but clearly we’re still there. 

Not to mention that even at the time, I was concerned about our image abroad.  I thought we had just asked for more 9/11 type attacks to come on the basis that we scoffed international law through the UN meeting of February 2003 resulting in then Secretary of State Colin Powell’s resignation, and not the other way around.  Even to date, Karl Rove and Dick Cheney, along with the minions in their cult by way of FoxNews hosts, have nearly single-handedly shaped American thought to believe that because of Left-wing thought that we are less safe now and that this semi-isolationist approach, building up of the military and the pre-emptive strike mentality will keep us safe. 

Seriously this sounds like some Cold War crap. 

bush-expressionI don’t wanna go back to living in fear of being constantly bombed.  I mean, honestly, the big joke back then is still true.  We invaded a country that allegedly had nuclear (noo-clee-urr) weapons combined with anti-American sentiment and there are other countries, such as North Korea that knowingly have them and we do nothing.  Let the record show, this had NOTHING to do with security in the U.S. or preventing any other attacks on U.S. soil.  As far as I’m concerned, this was all about the personal self interest of Cheney and Bush combined.  Because of their business dealings with Haliburton and Bush being associated with big oil companies, this was nothing more than a ploy to have strategic position over infrastructure in the long term in order to attempt to control the flow of oil in and out of that country. 

But that’s just my conspiracy theory for the day. 

Given all of that blacks still increased their numbers when it came to voting in favor of W. 

I had a friend tell me he voted for Bush on the basis that Kerry was too rich.  And I paused for a second because this was a new argument.  During the campaign season, Kerry was estimated at a net worth of slightly over $1,000,000,000.00  Yes, I wanted to write out the number of zeroes so you all know just how much one billion dollars looks like.  This is not to feel sorry for Bush and his couple of hundred million dollars, but still the gap between Kerry, well Kerry and his wife’s family fortune with that of hell, just my parents—or even the combined income of some DINKS who live on the Gold Coast of maybe $300k is just staggering.  Maybe Kerry and the DINKS may be in the same “tax bracket” per se, but he most certainly doesn’t represent the economic interests of my family members who don’t own any stock, who are mere working class citizens who work 9 to 5s and pay their mortgages, car notes, utilities and what not going on mini vacations here and there. 

I mean, sorry, no one in my family has gone windsailing before. 

But apparently John Kerry has found the time to do so. 

For as long as my memory has served me, and based on some things I’ve read and heard from news analysts, coming out of the Reagan/Bush (I) era, aside from Clinton being the anomaly, voting between and 1994 and 2006 was more voting against the GOP as opposed to voting for the Democratic party particularly with mid-term no presidential elections. 

Regardless of Kerry’s downfalls, in my opinion, Bush had less going for him than even that.  Sorry y’all no way in hell I could vote Republican at the presidential level.  I mean, I’ve made it my practice in this blog to embolden the proper nouns when it came to people, but Bush was such a sorry president that I just couldn’t even give him the credit.  My same friend who voted for Bush, who was a staunch Obama supporter and is brilliant by all accounts, all down for social justice (of course, why else are we friends) said he walked out of the movie “W.” the Oliver Stone film with Josh Brolin because he refused to believe that our 43rd president was that out of it. 

Obama Inauguration -- the Bush's leavingHonestly, I’m really not convinced that that was far from the mark.  Okay, it was Oliver Stone so I’m conceding that some of it was cinematic hyperbole, but still.  Based on how George W. acted in press conferences and the blunders that have Gerald Ford’s missteps paling in comparison, I’m not convinced that that movie was that far from the mark.  I mean George Bush was by far the epitome of joe six-pack!  Honestly, if he hadn’t been born into the riches of his daddy, Bush woulda been some plant worker, at best, probably trying to find a job like half the damn country right now.  Trying to take care of older and ailing parents and dealing with twin girls one of which would probably have been “knocked up” by now.

He needs a dose of reality.

Did you vote for George W. Bush in 2004? If so why.  If you didn’t vote for him, was Kerry a vote against Bush, or one in favor of Kerry?  What would your argument be to persuade another to vote the same way you voted.

To Bling or Not To Bling

5 Jun

earrings blingI know lifting the phrase “to be or not to be” from Shakespeare and inserting one’s own word is highly clichéd, but go with me on this one. 

Much of our image signifies who we are.  Or rather, as I learned in one of my classes, it signifies who we be.  We are human beings, not human doings.  Often times we ask someone what do they do when we really want to know who they be.  Sometimes we’re interested in who they are, past tense, but we’re much more interested in the present and our potential future with the person—hence, we really want to know who they be. 

Our image is something that most of us address on a daily basis, minimally.  There are those who pass by a mirror and stop to do a mirror-check every time they pass their reflection.  We may opine that clothes don’t make the woman or man, but fact of the matter is that we want to project some sort of image toward the people we intend on encountering that day; that image is closely connected to who we be. 

So, here at the internship…. 

I’m doing an internship at a church to be specific (and that’s about as specific as I’m going to get) and this church has a high senior citizen population, mostly retired and middle-class First Coasters (HAHAHA!!  That is too funny to me hearing about this First Coast biz) and I arrived here on this previous Monday to 95 degree searing heat.  The pastor wasn’t in so I was talking to the church’s secretary administrative assistant and she looked at me and said, “Now you know some o’ these folks gon’ look atchu sideways cuz of your earrangs.” 

I raised my eyebrow and tried not to roll my eyes because I knew she was right.  She went on to tell me just how messy the saints at this church could be.  She informed me that she had been here now going on nine years and that still members would try and act shady with her.  Even on Wednesday that pastor informed me that this was an ultra-conservative church **rolls eyes** and that some members were going to come to him about it and others might actually walk up to me and say something to me about them. 

Seriously people are we really having the discussion about earrings in the ears of males in 2009?  I mean I just sat in a meeting the past two days and two older males had their earrings pierced.  Now one of them reminded me of Cedric the Entertainer and of course his earrings just added to his cool aura, like the cool godparent who does anything for you.  Hell, Ed Bradley had an earring!!  This “naïve transitivity” as Paulo Friere wrote, garners for change, but still is steeped in static conservatism that is nearly wholly ignorant of contemporary problems. 

People are dying out in the streets and some have convinced themselves that me wearing earrings is the culprit.  Well, not me per se, but I’m sure some of these people have somehow surmised in their minds that “when males started wearing earrings, we started going down a slippery slope to ______________” whatever they feel like inserting. 

Now the pastor, to his credit did say that often in the minds of the elders that to them males wearing earrings meant either a) they were a rebel/bad boy or b) they were gay.  Even I remember before the “Era of Bling” as we know it, in the early 90s most males only had one earring and one needed to know the following that “right is wrong and left is right.”  That is to say that one earring in the left ear meant you were cool and one earring in the right ear meant you were gay.  By the time I got to high school a few of the boys had one ear pierced and a good chunk had both of their ears pierced. 

My mother told me that if I had gotten all As on my report car that I could have gotten my ears pierced—that never happened.  So as a result I ended up waiting till my 18th birthday when I could legally do it by myself.  I didn’t even go to the mall with the intent of getting them pierced, but it was my first mall experience with some friends down in New Orleans, and we went to Lakeside and I passed by a store doing it and I got em punched!  I was only going to do one, but since they had to sell me the set I went ahead and got both of them done. 

Weirdly enough now, I’ve had my ears pierced for going on seven years now, and generally I wear smallish medium studs.  But, after living down south, I had been buying the bigger ones simply because it’s the style down south to have, as my friend Supreme Uppity says “some chandeliers” attached to the ears.  I even bought some blue tinted ones to match this blue tie that I have. 

Doubt I’ll be wearing those this summer. 

earrings 2Granted the earrings are not the sum total of who I be, but dammit it is a part of me.  Just like my hair, just like the fact that I may sag my pants a bit or the fact that I have a brohawk mohawk.  They all associate me with my culture and my generation.  Much the same way that half of these women who walked in here have a friggin’ jheri curl. 

**The Sunny Seniors are having a banquet as I type this and the lady on the microphone just gave an announcement on how to get the grease stains out of your pillowcases** 

I mean, jheri curls are no more cultural signifiers of the 70s and the 80s than me wearing a Mohawk or getting designs cut into my fade. 

The problem arises because people can’t see past it to hear or accept what I have to offer.  Sadly we live in a conformist society, one that does more often than not subscribes to an uncritical consciousness and makes the wearing of earrings my problem and they refuse to own it as a hangup of their own. 

For example, when I got my ears pierced and got off the Amtrak after my first semester away, my mother forced herself to say “Oh, I figured that.”  I really didn’t know what she was talking about at first because they had become such a part of me and then I was like “Oh” after I forced a wan smile.  My aunt did the same thing, but even worse at Christmas.  She said “I know you want me to make a comment about those, but I’m not.”  Even her grown kids laughed under their breath, because in fact she had made a comment and I wasn’t even trying, but apparently I had been flaunting them in her face trying to force a comment.  Or even my mother somehow making a comment about how she didn’t like my hair—meaning my hawk. 

Frankly, stuff like that, I don’t see why folks feel they have to make a comment.  

To be fair to my mother though, I did actually ask her point-blank “So you don’t like my hair?” and she answered honestly. 

But my relatives aside, what would your response be to these fine members of this church? 

Keep it uppity and keep it truthfully radical, JLL

Managing The Meantime

2 Jun

unplugged cableOkay.

Here’s the lay of the land.  Simply put, I don’t have internet where I’m staying and that sucks.

The director asked me today when we went out for lunch at Piccadilly’s what were my hobbies and I realised we don’t do hobbying anymore.  Seriously, what person from my generation has a hobby?  Do we even use that word anymore?  No!  What we do is get plugged into some matrix somewhere and go into cyberspace on Facebook, MySpace and Twitter and call it a day.  And for me, of course, having NO innanets is a death sentence for a blogger.

So, in my perusal of that which is Jacksonville, Florida, yesterday all I saw were Family Dollars and Popeyes.  No Starbucks or any place of the like that offers weefee WiFi paid or free.  I passed a library over here on Edgewood in Northwest Jacksonville and said, well, push come to shove I’ll use one of their computers.  But I said there may be a chance that they have wireless.  Today, my search took me over the river on both of those two high rise bridges and as a result I discovered I won’t be making that trek again anytime soon unless a beach is my destination.  Instead I found comfort on Riverside Drive and found that which I had been feening for:

A Starbucks and Publix–both in the same lot.

**goes into a holy dance**

Then the Lord showed me favor because when I came out I smelled something that grabbed my attention.  I turned and discovered a Five Guys.

**really goes and bucks for broke**

Praise Allah.

So, I sit here in the Jacksonville Public Library (praises Be for them!) and type this blog to say that I probably won’t be blogging quite as frequently as I’d hope for.  Perhaps I will make this trek daily or a Mon, Wed, Fri thing–I just don’t know.  But, this was just to let y’all know I made it safely I’ve moved in and—-

HAHAHA!!  Yeah, the stories I have to tell already about moving in.

Don’t forget to check out the other blogs on my blogroll and show them love in my absence. Just send me ya readership love all the way down here to the 904!

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Alright, here’s a quick thing that just happened in the library:

Either these are the kids who are here for some after school group or a big group of friends who are bored because of the half day.  Whatever the case is, I’m not too keen about younger black boys looking me up and down.  What’s up with that?!  Do I stick out that much over here–with a black fitted cap, black t-shirt and red one underneath.  Some slim fitting jeans, but by no means considered fitted and definitely NAWT skinny jeans.  And I got on these Jordan XI–what gives?!?!

Why do black kids do that to one another?  Is this something that happens in the Black community only or this just a people thing and I’ve just been oblivious if someone of another race did it.

Keep it uppity and keep it truthfully radical, JLL

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